Day 4

Today is nothing. Like a meaningless whisper in the air...nothing. You ran out of lines to say. You just feel like doing nothing. You just stare blankly on the wall and suddenly you're in a different universe. A universe where you're just alone. You. Your heartbeat. Your breath. And slowly, you feel like drowning. Drowning yourself into the deep sight of darkness. You screamed and tried to ask for help. But then you realized, you weren't screaming, you were eradicated by silence. Silence inside.

Day 3

Don't you get tired of every single day? It's just an unending cycle of waking up in the morning, earing breakfast, studying for tests, getting tired of your routine, thinking of what will you do the next day. Then the cycle repeats again. You find yourself struggling to escape in the darkness you've just let yourself into. But it's not simple to get away from it. I guess nobody really know how to get out from it. You just have to deal with it because sooner or later, it's still you in the end.

Liebster Award!

For the mean time, I will cut off my deep-rooted thoughts and take this opportunity to thank   seetheuniverse.co.uk for nominating me in the Liebster Award! I highly appreciate your nomination and rest assured that your trust will be rendered. 

So, what are the rules of The Liebster Award?

• It is up to you, whether you accept the award or not
• If you do choose to accept the award, you must do the following
• Write a blog post about the award
• Thank the person who nominated you and include a link to their blog in your post
• Provide 10 facts about yourself
• Nominate 5-12 new bloggers (let them know they have been nominated)
• You must answer the list of questions provided to you by the person who nominated you for the award
• Make a new set of questions for your nominees!
• List these rules in your blog post and provide links to all who you have nominated

10 Facts About Me

1. I am currently a fourth year college student studying BS Accountancy in the University of Santo Tomas.

2. I love writing ever since grade school. 

3. Definitely a sports writer, but can exemplify creative writing as well

4. Loves to dance, but still inside the box to show it

5. Fashion is my icon. I love to style.

6. Wants to pursue law after my bachelor's degree

7. I scream for ice cream!

8. Loves to hang out and party with friends

9. I can say I'm good at speaking

10. Guess the last! (Comment it out)

Questions provided to me by SeetheUniverse

1. Where do you see yourself in 5 years time?

Five years from now, I see myself as a Certified Public Accountant and at the same time pursuing Law. Hopefully I'll be stable enough to achieve my own dreams. At the same time, I'd like to use my talent int writing to express how I feel and let the universe now that there is more to life than just sitting there and waiting for something to happen.

     2. What do you blog about and why?

My blog does not really point out a specific idea or feeling. It is somewhat personal and realistic which the readers can relate to. It embodies your everyday life and the way you live it out. Being alive doesn't mean you're really living it. It's your choice to deal with it and get back up again. Sometimes you may feel sad, at times you may feel happy. And that's what I would like my followers to experience, that life is not always a one way trip. It has its ups and downs.

    3.Where is the best place that you have travelled to?

I think the Philippines is my best pick. Not just being my home town, but I know it's more than the food, the hospitality, the smiles of the Filipinos, their generosity and helpfulness. It's their love and hard work in their daily lives that they have to keep up with. 

    4. What is your favourite thing about blogging?

Blogging helps me express what I really feel. Not only that, it also gains connection to people around the world of how we are linked with one another and that we are one. It's just pure sincerity and openness. 

    5. Do you think you will till be blogging in 10 years time?

Hopefully I will be able to maintain my blog as years pass by. I may not be able to update regularly, but I'll be in touch. I also want this to be my part-time job, being a student as well.

    6.Have you always enjoyed writing?

I started writing ever since I was in grade school. I was a sports writer back then and also the editor-in-chief of our school paper. I have joined different press conferences in various parts of the country and even nominated academic excellence in writing. It's not the awards, the gratitude, the fame that builds me up. It's the love for writing. MY love for writing.

    7. When you started blogging, did you ever think you would be nominated for any awards?

To be honest, I got anxious and afraid of starting up blogging. It was difficult to have connections at first, but the bloggers around the world help me to boost up my confidence and let me out. It never passed my mind that I will be nominated so I will always be thankful.

    8. What are your favourite hobbies other that blogging?

I love how I can see different perspectives of people in blogging. From personal thoughts to their everyday way of living. It's a connection, a link. Unity in diversity, I may say.

    9. If you could meet one famous writer, who would it be and why?

I have read so may books by David Levithan. Every day is my favorite. It will be a pleasure and honor to meet him in person or even work with him someday.

   10. If you could travel the whole world... where would you start your trip?

New York! It has always been my dream to go there. Ughh city lights? No words with that. I have always been in love with New York. No need for explanations.

   11. If someone wanted to buy your blog name from you... would you accept? 

It really depends, but I will be just looking forward to working with him or her. I am open for any suggestions. 

It's your time to share! Questions for my nominees:

1. Since when did you start blogging?

2. What do you feel about blogging?

3. Who would you like to work with in the future?

4. Are there any tips you can give to new bloggers?

5. Will you still continue blogging years from now?

6. Who or what is your inspiration in writing?

7. Are you willing to work with me?

8. What are your plans 10 years from now?

I nominate you!

letgoofbeingperfect.com

leigh984.blogspot.com

about.me/debbimack

stewartbintauthor.weebly.com

Day 2

It's breakfast time. How we all love breakfast, from the smell of it until the last bite of your scrambed eggs. Sometimes, you wish it will just last forever. Sometimes, you hope everything is just a dream. You go outside of your house, and you see the smile and laughter of your friendly neighbors. You hear the birds chirping happily from the side. You inhibit the lingering smell of nature as you tend to be one with them. And of course, you hear yourself screaming from within.

Day 1

It's a never ending battle of you and your thoughts. You merely realize the implication of your mind to everything you do. It just hits you instantly. No matter how bad you want to get it out from you. You just can't. Then suddenly, it hits you back again. An unending cycle. You close your eyes and still see the intensity of what you're feeling.

The Night Walk

From the time you wake up, until the moment you close your eyes, many thoughts have come to ponder in your mind. At times, you don't know what to do with these ravaging thoughts, you just let them rally instead. You tend to wonder why these ideas have to hover up at this time of the day. You try to stop thinking, but you can't. You just wait for them to let go until you're fully exhausted. 

The night comes and still, your unending thoughts won't leave you. You think to yourself, a walk alone in the night would do. As you walk peacefully, the wind blows upon you. It's cold. It's dark. It's empty. You never realize how empty you are until you end up being alone in the night. Just your little steps making a sound, the gust of the wind and bright chant of the moon. Just you and the magical spheres of nature. You stop walking and ask yourself, "What am I doing here?" You try to question yourself like you're not the one who made the leap, the leap of being alone. It's not just a simple jump or an annoying hop. It has always been a leap. Why? Because you will never know how far it might take you or how unsure that you can fall and get back up again. You will never know. We will never know. 

You start walking again, but this time you're not certain of where you're heading to. You just walk. You just let your feet lead you to anywhere. It's not you who is controlling your body. You just make nature do it's job. Then suddenly you bumped to a post and realized it was only just a dream. You wish it was just a dream. But no. It was a nightmare of trying to live every single day wishing it would last and at the same time hoping it doesn't.